guilt in the metaphysical anatomy

2007-12-23

[note: I was trying to understand some movement that happened the night before, and eventually this came through.]

(MFGH) ...The question of how rage aligns with lost light is important to understand. Yes is can be as blatant as Lucifer coming to you and promising you power if you let him in… but it can also be a lot more subtle. The alignment can also be a result of a smack… the smack itself pushes or splits the rage out violently, as the energy of the smack needs to have somewhere to "go." The unloving light that is received from the smack goes to the essence that has an affinity to it—either self-hate (usually terror-polar), which thinks it has to receive it (and deserves to be punished) or other-hate (usually rage polar) that wants to give the smack right back to the sender (revenge). I am simplifying things here to give you a mental diagram of what can happen.

In the self-hate scenario, the smack energy bounces back and forth between the will essence and the presence of guilt encapsulating the will essence, and continues to reinforce the smack and reimprint its message every time it "bounces" off the will. This, of course, is very painful to the will.

So it is important that will that is self-hating understand that it needs to release the unloving light back out that is trapped in there with it under guilt. The trick is to get the impetus to release from the core of the will, from "underneath" the encapsulating guilt; from underneath the unloving light trapped there with it; and from underneath the imprints held in the will as well. You must get all the way down to the base line of the will there, and vibrate out from there, releasing the imprints, releasing the light, and making a "doorway" for them to leave you by pushing the encapsulating guilt out of your aura which is holding everything in.

Guilt is essentially a boundary, a "no man's zone," which light and vibration do no pass through. It is what is supposed to be between creation and the void (also known as the Ring-Pass-Not). It gets entangled in the magnetic essence and keeps what is "under" it from getting the light.

The magnetic essence shrinks back from it, and slows down its vibration. This only opens space for more guilt to be present.

Imagine that your energy body is like an onion, with nested oviods corresponding to each chakra; red in the inside and purple on the outside. You can have guilt at any layer of your aura. Where it is present, it blocks the flow of energy from coming in to or out of the center (through the layers). Another way to put it, is that guilt warps your energy field, and therefore, your ability to project the reality that you want, or your ability to receive what you need in order to manifest it.

Homeopathy and Chinese Medicine understand this model, and they try to deal with things on the surface level before they work their way "in." They also try to heal things one layer at a time, from the outside in.

This matches our model, in that if you have a shell of guilt blocking you, you need to "crack it" in order for the unloving light that you are holding to get out, and the loving light you need, to get in.

But you also have an "innermost in" connection to the Mother that can help you work from the inside out. In fact it will empower her if you draw on this with the intent that she help you release the unloving light. As this happens, she will be able to open space and draw the loving light instead.

Each chakra projects light through it into its corresponding layer of the energy body. The imprints in the chakra shape this layer. The guilt "shielding" at each of the layers of the aura correspond to the imprints in each chakra. So another way to get in touch with that status of your own aura is to feel into/look into each chakra and then follow the energy from that chakra outward.

Your recent breakthrough with your posture [I had a release as I was practicing an energy meditation that I learned in yoga class] "cracked" one of the energy body guilt-shields. This allowed the corresponding part of your chakra column to project outwards again. As you know, this healing has involved a lot of rearrangement of the habit patterns of how you hold your body [i.e. yoga practice]. Your physical body is the center or innermost layer of your aura, so when you get things moving here, it can have a big effect.

So in the same way that you can start with your inner connection to the Mother, you can also start with your body to do release. Release is a physical process. It can clear stuff out if you are allowing the will to express through your body. Body work can trigger this release, if you allow movement to happen. However, but if what is being held in the will (unloving light, or denial ,or imprints, or judgments) doesn't work its way all the way out through the layers of your aura, the change does not stick because you will still be holding it at some level. As you can see, guilt has to be moved back to some degree in order for this to happen.

If what is being held does not move all the way out, the trigger will come around again. This is what is happening when you think you have learned a lesson but there it is again.

If you have these guilt-shields, you can end up feeling very "pushed around", because other people's energy has something "hard" to push against. This is not exactly what happens, but it is a pretty close analogy. If you are not letting your true response flow through you, to keep yourself "flushed out," other people's energy can get lodged in your aura and especially between layers of the guild-shield. Thought you are holding their essence, they still have a least a worm-hole connection to it, if not an actually intention-cord, and so they can "move you around" through this connection.

It is good to visualize the release of such things, but it is really the vibration that actually does the work of moving them out. The visualization is more like setting the intention. Visualizing does not have the "inside out" information about the energy constellation, in the way that feeling the energy constellation from the inside has. Allowing the will's process to just flow is the "safest" way to work with this. It is the same as following Grace.

(me) Wow, thank you. I am just starting to be able to distinguish some of the details of my chakras and set their openness/closedness so I will start trying to feel the layers of my aura.

(MFGH) you can use you inner eye to look as well. This is valid information, but it has less dimensionality than using your "inner hand" in conjunction with it.