right after the Big Bang

2006-12-03

Note: this is an excerpt... it starts with talking about OOOC.

(MFGH) ...what the Four Parts had trouble with in the beginning, was that there were Others that they could not control, that impacted their realities.

This was a shocking revelation for the remnants of Original Heart. This was a totally unexpected "reality" for Us, in that we had no way of experiencing what Separation would be like before we broke apart. Our experience up to then was a Union of intent that was necessarily lost. All of the sudden we had opposition—real opposition. Or from the Will's side of things, a lack of relationship. We did not understand that receiving each other would allow for us to have the Creation we Dreamed of.

And the Father of Manifestation had a different consciousness than Spirit or Will. He was something Totally New. If you can deconstruct your judgments about Body (that he was a lumbering oaf, clumsy, with no finesse, dense or "slow," immature, with poor impulse control, etc.) you will start to get to what it must have been like for Body at that time.

We want to emphasize, again and again, that we had no parents. We were simply fragments of what was "parental" to us. But that was Us, just in a different form. All we had to go on was our virtual experiments and our intent.

But the original explosion, the Big Bang, was so traumatic to us, that we lost consciousness there. We forgot who we were or why we had manifested. We lost the thread of Grace. Still, it was one of the Cosmic Forces, so it was always present.

Another way to conceptualize Grace is the Tao. But the Tao was very hard to "follow" given that we were not even physically connected to each other in the beginning. Still, the invisible wormhole that was holding the potentiality for the parts to reconnect, was working its magic. It may have been "lost" to the main parts, but it still had the intent of reconnecting. In some ways you could say that this is where the intent to heal originated. Whenever you affirm your intent to heal, you are tapping into this ancient form of Grace, and strengthening it.