a note to healers

2006-12-14

[Note: I was struggling with my channeling, especially because something didn't match what I thought others were getting.]

(MFGH) You have a unique perspective to offer—the perspective of our Light coming through you. You are our instrument. You sound a particular note. We want to hear your note. We need each person's note in order to make the symphony of life.

Don't be ashamed of your personal influence on Our words. This is part of the process. This helps us understand you, and also, understand what you are reflecting to us. Your questions, your concerns, are of value to us. We miss them when they are gone.

In the same way that you are discovering that a regular practice of meditation and channeling helps you throughout your day, it also helps us breath throughout our Creation. You have your own individual "web-consciousness" to activate; we have the entire web to nurture and travel through. The more of the threads that are opening to receive us, the more our presence can be felt on Earth.

We understand that you are doubting the healing process because of the drama unfolding in the Middle East. It is a very disturbing reflection for sure, and we are very sorry for the pain and suffering that people are enduring right now. This is not our intent. We want this gap to heal.

The gap between Blue and Red is a very serious one. It involves the gaps within Blue and Red, as well as the Blue-Purple gap. All the gaps are involved, in fact.

Now is the time for you to move into your gap and bring the denied essence there back into acceptance. Now is the time for Heart to be born in your gap. The more that this happens, the more that the global situation will ease.

We hate to say this, but it looks to us like it is going to get worse before it gets better. However, your individual situation does not have to get worse, in the sense that you will develop more capacity to ride out the healing crisis as you get more of yourself vibrating inside of Love.

This does mean that you have to act to protect yourself. If you feel moved to "head for the hills," then that is an indication that you should seriously consider that that is your right place for now. If you do not, then that is the indication that it would not be your right place.

You can't look to what other people are doing, except to use their reflections to help you get in touch with your own intuition. If they trigger you, then it is your responsibility to move it. You can't know ahead of the movement what your own "answer" will be to the questions that this crisis will bring up.

If you feel responsibility for/to the planet in general, then you probably have some responsibility there. It is important to distinguish this from guilt, which makes you feel obligated to do something that you really do not want to do. When you feel the pressure of guilt, vibrate so that we can push it on through you and out to where it belongs.

The feeling of responsibility is not something that you can vibrate, but the feelings that this brings up are ways that you can vibrate. For example, if it terrifies you that you might be responsible, then that is what you need to move. If it enrages you that you cannot control what you are responsible for, then that is where movement needs to happen.

Please give yourself permission to have totally different reactions than other people. This does not mean that one of you is wrong, and one of you is right. It just means that you have different histories and are at different moments along your path.

If you are judging someone else's response as wrong, then you need to look and see if that is reflecting your own denied response. Release the judgment, and see what comes up once that is opened up a bit.

Essence is on the move, and it is important that you are not impeding it from either coming back into you or leaving you. There is a great Unwinding going on, and so things are going to look very unsettled and chaotic. You can't pin down anything right now, as it is in a state of flux.

The violence is a function of many things. Rage in the state of denial, unloving light, feelings being held back, feelings not being received, psychopathic killer and Nazi essence (which are not the same things), and more. It is very important that you move your feelings of wanting to harm others directly, instead of allowing them to leave you and act out your feelings on essence that feels it deserves victimization. Which is often your own essence, by the way.

The Mother does need to become present in each of you. She has many gifts to offer you, but she needs your help in order to be functioning within you. In fact, her gifts are your healing process, and your healing process will manifest her gifts.

Finding your inner victim and your inner perpetrator is the order of the day right now. You may have "started" on "one side or the other," but both "sides" have the other side within them as well.

Ultimately, we are all connected, and at another layer of the cake (consciousness) we are all One.

Essence is neither gained nor lost, but time, love, space, light, and evolution are created every moment—or not. In every moment there is either more or less love, more or less space, more or less light, which results in more or less evolution.

Be on the side of healing. Be the force of evolution. Be a "maker" in the GodChannel lingo.

We need you.